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I am Stephanie Kathryn Boyd. Nothing and nobody in the world can change that. I was born on May 29th, 1989 and I am a Gemini (dual personalities, fast thinker, quick temper, short attention span). However, I have been here many times before and I am far older than my chronological years. I was raised to make my own mistakes and I have damn well learned from them. I was raised with love, caring, and understanding and therefore I know how to love, to listen, to comfort. I have a severe trust issue with men and therefore I prefer women. In love, nothing matters to me. Race, age, sex, religion, all we are is a body. What matters to me is the soul that´s inside. I like being myself, I like not being like everyone else. Fight the river.
I don´t have a whole lot of friends, and that is the way I like it. If you have too many, you can´t be super-close with all of them. I take months to open up to most people, to really start to let them see who I am. I have an attitude problem. I am lazy and sometimes selfish. But I love to be with the people I trust, to listen to their problems without telling a word of mine, to comfort them when the world is winning. I don´t like to talk about my feelings. I have a tendency to work out my own problems. I keep alot of secrets. Sometimes I lie to people about stupid little things and I have no idea why. I have cut myself just to watch it bleed, to let the anger flow out of my being. I started smoking because I like the pain. I like to go for long walks through the streets and just think. I have learned to like thunderstorms. I love the snow. I am one of the most passionate people I know. If I care for something, I will fight for it until the end. When I love, it´s deep and red and intense, like burning charcoal and lasts forever. I would give anything for the people I love, even my life, without a second thought. I am not afraid of living, of experiencing pain, of dying. That is what we´re here for. I used to think that I don´t need anyone, but once you take those people away, you realize you do.
I am Stephanie. I know who I am. Nothing can change that.
I don´t have a whole lot of friends, and that is the way I like it. If you have too many, you can´t be super-close with all of them. I take months to open up to most people, to really start to let them see who I am. I have an attitude problem. I am lazy and sometimes selfish. But I love to be with the people I trust, to listen to their problems without telling a word of mine, to comfort them when the world is winning. I don´t like to talk about my feelings. I have a tendency to work out my own problems. I keep alot of secrets. Sometimes I lie to people about stupid little things and I have no idea why. I have cut myself just to watch it bleed, to let the anger flow out of my being. I started smoking because I like the pain. I like to go for long walks through the streets and just think. I have learned to like thunderstorms. I love the snow. I am one of the most passionate people I know. If I care for something, I will fight for it until the end. When I love, it´s deep and red and intense, like burning charcoal and lasts forever. I would give anything for the people I love, even my life, without a second thought. I am not afraid of living, of experiencing pain, of dying. That is what we´re here for. I used to think that I don´t need anyone, but once you take those people away, you realize you do.
I am Stephanie. I know who I am. Nothing can change that.