The start of...
Another boring day. Had my first quiz/test of the semester yest and I think/hope I did okay. It was so wierd, when I got home last night I didn't want to do any hw bc I read for like 4 hrs in school so I just sat and watched House that I taed the night before. But watching it i was all jittery and and almost annoyed at myself for not being productive, even though I rly didn't have anything to do. Is this what I've become now, an annoyed jittery workaholic that always needs to busy? And it annoyed me even more that I kinda had the chance to go out and see my friends, but my mind is so tied up in an, in my mind, a totally unbreakable routine, that I stayed home even though I was bored and would've have actually like to get out of the house. But no...I ALWAYS need to do everything by the book, MY book, that no ones , not even me, understands. God knows how I'm going to be when clinicals start on Saturday...
Idk what I'm even rambling about anymore, but whatever, I need to go to class.
Idk what I'm even rambling about anymore, but whatever, I need to go to class.