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it's been a long time since i've been on here. i don't really have know what to say. i feel like life is moving along o.k.. school is a bit screwed up. i think i'm gonna have to get another W in math. i've been going out a little bit more lately. going to bars. playing pool. i'm liking meeting new people. i met some guy a couple weeks ago and finally hung out with him last week. i had fun with him. i don't know, we were going out as friends and ended up making out. i don't really understand him but i don't think i'm supposed to. i really really wanted to have sex but i felt like i had to prove to myself that i wasn't easy. i did.

i'm finally at that point in my life where i realize we meet different people for different reasons. it's good to know a lot of people cause they have friends and then their friends have friends. i'm trying to keep an open mind. however, i'm still horny as hell and want a good man..just not rushing the process.

I was going to see bob saget ("full house" bob saget) at "the improv" tonight but mel can't make it soo..i'm a little bummed but oh well. it was a lil costly anyhow. i haven't mentioned that i feel fat as hell. i do. it sucks. i'm going to attemp to get my "get laid" jeans on sometime tonight to see if they still fit me. i'll probably split them right down the back..if i can get them past my knees. i don't know..i don't weigh that much more, i just feel mushier! yuck, that word describes exactly how i feel.

alright, well that's enough torture. i gotta figure out something to do tonight.