i cant believe i got out of bed long enough to write this
i'm hoping and praying that you still read this before you go to sleep.
i figured that since you dont want to talk to me on the phone, maybe you could just read this and still love me.
let me just start by saying that i am so ungodly sorry that i said it was over yesterday.
i wasnt even going to stay upset that you were 45 minutes late in picking me up. i understand things happen and with you i've come to not expect you to be there when you say you will. its ok, its part of who you are. its part of the man i love.
the thing that made me want to die was when you tricked me into getting out of the car and when i came back to the drive way you were gone. you were gone. i cant even make my mind believe it. i couldnt and cant believe.
it was like you told me you didnt love me anymore. thats how it felt.
and when i called you, hoping for a reason or an emergency that made you leave my house, you hung up on me. i'm sorry that i called you an asshole too. but i was so upset and to be brutally honest...you were acting like an asshole.
i'm so sorry that i said it was over but i need you to be sorry too. i need you to show me that you care. after yesterday, im not sure that you do. i just dont know what to do without you.
i cant do this. i cant not be with you. i need you. i love you so much.
just ask jessi how much im losing it. i cant even get out of bed. i cant stop sobbing. my heart is so broken and i just need to hear your voice.
i miss your voice. i miss your face. i miss the way you smell, the way you hold my face. i miss the feel of you skin. i miss your lips. i miss just laying next to you. i miss stealing your warmth. i miss your eyes just looking at me. i miss you saying i love you.
i cant stop crying. i just need to talk to you. cause this isnt over. i wont let it be over. but please understand that what i said yesterday was out of extreme hurt. cause yesterday you did pick zach and morgan over me. and that hurt.
and you just left. it would have hurt less if you had slapped me in the face, and punched me in the stomach. its like you screamed "i dont love you anymore" at me. i would have welcomed the physical pain over what im feeling now.
god i love you so much.
please. call me. come over. let me know you still love me.
♥Scott and ♥Amy
its right. i wouldnt have it any other way. you and i together are perfect.
i figured that since you dont want to talk to me on the phone, maybe you could just read this and still love me.
let me just start by saying that i am so ungodly sorry that i said it was over yesterday.
i wasnt even going to stay upset that you were 45 minutes late in picking me up. i understand things happen and with you i've come to not expect you to be there when you say you will. its ok, its part of who you are. its part of the man i love.
the thing that made me want to die was when you tricked me into getting out of the car and when i came back to the drive way you were gone. you were gone. i cant even make my mind believe it. i couldnt and cant believe.
it was like you told me you didnt love me anymore. thats how it felt.
and when i called you, hoping for a reason or an emergency that made you leave my house, you hung up on me. i'm sorry that i called you an asshole too. but i was so upset and to be brutally honest...you were acting like an asshole.
i'm so sorry that i said it was over but i need you to be sorry too. i need you to show me that you care. after yesterday, im not sure that you do. i just dont know what to do without you.
i cant do this. i cant not be with you. i need you. i love you so much.
just ask jessi how much im losing it. i cant even get out of bed. i cant stop sobbing. my heart is so broken and i just need to hear your voice.
i miss your voice. i miss your face. i miss the way you smell, the way you hold my face. i miss the feel of you skin. i miss your lips. i miss just laying next to you. i miss stealing your warmth. i miss your eyes just looking at me. i miss you saying i love you.
i cant stop crying. i just need to talk to you. cause this isnt over. i wont let it be over. but please understand that what i said yesterday was out of extreme hurt. cause yesterday you did pick zach and morgan over me. and that hurt.
and you just left. it would have hurt less if you had slapped me in the face, and punched me in the stomach. its like you screamed "i dont love you anymore" at me. i would have welcomed the physical pain over what im feeling now.
god i love you so much.
please. call me. come over. let me know you still love me.
♥Scott and ♥Amy
- Are rumoured to have conceived an identical girl.
- Pretend to lovingly serenade each other in private.
- Wouldn't have it any other way.
its right. i wouldnt have it any other way. you and i together are perfect.