i'm having an epiphany
So suddenly, so strange
Life wakes you up, things change
I've done my best, I've served my call
I thought I had it all
So suddenly, so strong
My prejudice was gone
You needed me, I found my place
I'm different now, these days
Now the greatest reward
Is the light in your eyes
The sound of your voice
And the touch of your hand
You made me who I am
You trusted me to grow
I gave my heart to show
There's nothing else I cherish more
I stand by you for sure
Now the greatest reward
Is the love that I can give
I'm here for you now
For as long as I live
You made me who I am
So suddenly, it's clear to me
Things change
Our future lies in here and now
We made it through somehow
Now the greatest reward
Is the love that I can give
I'm here for you now
For as long as I live
You made me who I am
You made me who I am
tell me those lyrics dont just make you want to fall in love. ha ha too bad for you losers!! lol i already found the love of my life! anyways, sorry. not entirely sure where that came from. so yeah, i have the best boyfriend in the world.
(ok sidenote that only scott and esp. adam will appreciate- my sisters are outside listening to the radio and youll never guess what song just came on... MR. LONELY! i swear that song haunts me...)
anyways, so scott and i are going to this home school prom with renee and tom which i think will be totally flipping fun. plus, i have this great dress from last years homecoming. yeah i know, i have way too many freaking dresses but i cant help it. oh yeah krista, when am i getting that other one back?
i love celine dion. you know ive always been a closet fan but this time im going to be open about it. i love her. hardcore. sing along to her when im home alone or in the shower. yeah thats right, im a love song whore. :)
today is monday and i didnt get to see scott yet. no one who reads this (except for scott ;)) will understand why mondays are so important but he he love has secrets.
wow i got totally off topic real fast there. not that there actually is a topic to any of this. its basically just a place to put my thoughts out in type. most of it doesnt make sense and like a whopping what? 3 or so people read this? at the most that is. heaven forbid you people leave me any comments to let me know you care!!
so boo to you who read but never leave comments! its not that hard to leave a little message saying you care. lol.
so big improvement today! i can successfully breath through my left nostril and have stayed awake all day! oh and i stopped taking my medicine...which im thinking thats not such a good idea...but anyways, things are good enough for me to go to work tomorrow.
i have to walk to work tomorrow. yeah, no ones going to be home to take me so im seriously considering wearing my rollerblades to work tomorrow...makes moving around more speed efficient.
my dog oscar fell asleep under my hickass brothers camero today and now hes half covered in grease. sweet life. its currently about 9 p.m. and my mom is hosing down the driveway and the newly laid patio. my family should be tied up, put on serious medication and locked up forever.
yes, me included.
i need to try on my real prom dress. theres a few alterations that need to occur and im not entirely sure how well its going to work. i was going to wear this really slutty dress but i tried it on and although i could make it work...its really slutty and im not the really slutty type kinda girl or the really slutty type kinda size. anywho, i have this other dress that will work and ill just look like the wholesome beauty that i try to pull off every other dance. :) but this dress isnt black!
i know i know. mock surprise. everyone gasps. a few people in the back row try to sneak out as the pale woman in the front row faints.
yes tis true. this years dress is not black. its off white, beige, cream, whatever the hell that color is called, its got too many damned names but then its got a black ribbon under the boobs and a bow and it ties around the neck.
very classy. thats what i do every year. classy.
eh well, i just hope scott likes it. i want him to be wowed. but who knows how thatll work out.
p.s. i love you. i want to see you in a tux. thats one of the biggest turn ons for me. a guy in a tux
right now you were just at my top steps and im going to cry because you scared me so bad.
Life wakes you up, things change
I've done my best, I've served my call
I thought I had it all
So suddenly, so strong
My prejudice was gone
You needed me, I found my place
I'm different now, these days
Now the greatest reward
Is the light in your eyes
The sound of your voice
And the touch of your hand
You made me who I am
You trusted me to grow
I gave my heart to show
There's nothing else I cherish more
I stand by you for sure
Now the greatest reward
Is the love that I can give
I'm here for you now
For as long as I live
You made me who I am
So suddenly, it's clear to me
Things change
Our future lies in here and now
We made it through somehow
Now the greatest reward
Is the love that I can give
I'm here for you now
For as long as I live
You made me who I am
You made me who I am
tell me those lyrics dont just make you want to fall in love. ha ha too bad for you losers!! lol i already found the love of my life! anyways, sorry. not entirely sure where that came from. so yeah, i have the best boyfriend in the world.
(ok sidenote that only scott and esp. adam will appreciate- my sisters are outside listening to the radio and youll never guess what song just came on... MR. LONELY! i swear that song haunts me...)
anyways, so scott and i are going to this home school prom with renee and tom which i think will be totally flipping fun. plus, i have this great dress from last years homecoming. yeah i know, i have way too many freaking dresses but i cant help it. oh yeah krista, when am i getting that other one back?
i love celine dion. you know ive always been a closet fan but this time im going to be open about it. i love her. hardcore. sing along to her when im home alone or in the shower. yeah thats right, im a love song whore. :)
today is monday and i didnt get to see scott yet. no one who reads this (except for scott ;)) will understand why mondays are so important but he he love has secrets.
wow i got totally off topic real fast there. not that there actually is a topic to any of this. its basically just a place to put my thoughts out in type. most of it doesnt make sense and like a whopping what? 3 or so people read this? at the most that is. heaven forbid you people leave me any comments to let me know you care!!
so boo to you who read but never leave comments! its not that hard to leave a little message saying you care. lol.
so big improvement today! i can successfully breath through my left nostril and have stayed awake all day! oh and i stopped taking my medicine...which im thinking thats not such a good idea...but anyways, things are good enough for me to go to work tomorrow.
i have to walk to work tomorrow. yeah, no ones going to be home to take me so im seriously considering wearing my rollerblades to work tomorrow...makes moving around more speed efficient.
my dog oscar fell asleep under my hickass brothers camero today and now hes half covered in grease. sweet life. its currently about 9 p.m. and my mom is hosing down the driveway and the newly laid patio. my family should be tied up, put on serious medication and locked up forever.
yes, me included.
i need to try on my real prom dress. theres a few alterations that need to occur and im not entirely sure how well its going to work. i was going to wear this really slutty dress but i tried it on and although i could make it work...its really slutty and im not the really slutty type kinda girl or the really slutty type kinda size. anywho, i have this other dress that will work and ill just look like the wholesome beauty that i try to pull off every other dance. :) but this dress isnt black!
i know i know. mock surprise. everyone gasps. a few people in the back row try to sneak out as the pale woman in the front row faints.
yes tis true. this years dress is not black. its off white, beige, cream, whatever the hell that color is called, its got too many damned names but then its got a black ribbon under the boobs and a bow and it ties around the neck.
very classy. thats what i do every year. classy.
eh well, i just hope scott likes it. i want him to be wowed. but who knows how thatll work out.
p.s. i love you. i want to see you in a tux. thats one of the biggest turn ons for me. a guy in a tux
right now you were just at my top steps and im going to cry because you scared me so bad.