cut my wrists and black my eyes <33*
this is the 3rd fuckin time im writing this. my computer is so messed up.
im gettin way lazy wit the journal. lol. friday night i slept ovr lauren linares. much fun. the next day (which is saturday =P) we went to the mall. i bought a blue track jacket, a white zip-up hoodie, and a love<3 shirt. on the ride home we were like so enjoying ourselves singing to laurens mom. lol. ya good times. wen we got back to her house we dressed up all funny and walked ot analisa's house. her sister is sooooo adorable. she told us that she was the mall with vicki and other ppl the same time we were there. but we like didn't see them. well n e ways analisa had to leave so we went back to aluerns house and then went to dinner with her family at friendly's then went to walmart. much fun. trying on shoes lol. i went home. sunday nigth i went to dinner with my grama, mom, dad, poppy, and great grama at the cypress. thtt was nice. monday skool was boring. but my brother came to my house for dinner =D!!! only a few ppl would undewrstadn how important that is to me. i miss seeing him and omg i love him soooo much<33333! ya hes coming ovr more often cus now he works day shift (haha karly knows why. lmao. a soda machine...75 cents... come on now.) ya so today we got an early dismissal which is pretty awesome. i had band last period which i was so dumb in. lol. but sal gave my 5 dollars!!!!=D <3
i miss my joeyyyy! =(
xo
u know tht gerl who thinks of everyone before herself? who holds back her tears and covers them with smiles? whos been thro so much but will never let it show? who makes evryone else happy before she kan even think of making herself happy first? tht girl is me and as many people wish they kan do wut i do. . . i wanna wish my way out of it