Wanna hear a secret?
Even though I haven't talked to my best friend in almost 2 months, I love her. I miss her, too. I think she's forgotten I exist though.
I hate drugs for doing this to her. I hate her mom for kicking her out. I hate her friends in Florida who took her in. To be honest, I'm starting to hate her for abandoning me. I do such a good job of always being there for people, always listening, but sometimes I want to talk about my own problems. No one wants to listen, though.
My life is nice. My family is tolerable, I have a good-sized house, and I have a lot of things other people don't. I would trade it all for a friend though. Just one fucking friend. A friend that won't use me or abandon me. Is that really so much to ask? A lonely life isn't a very good one.
I don't know how to cope with all of this. I almost miss school, just because I was around people and didn't feel so lonely.
I hate drugs for doing this to her. I hate her mom for kicking her out. I hate her friends in Florida who took her in. To be honest, I'm starting to hate her for abandoning me. I do such a good job of always being there for people, always listening, but sometimes I want to talk about my own problems. No one wants to listen, though.
My life is nice. My family is tolerable, I have a good-sized house, and I have a lot of things other people don't. I would trade it all for a friend though. Just one fucking friend. A friend that won't use me or abandon me. Is that really so much to ask? A lonely life isn't a very good one.
I don't know how to cope with all of this. I almost miss school, just because I was around people and didn't feel so lonely.