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I feel so empty. So fucking empty. I cant belive I am reading words that cut me up like the paper they are on. I cant imagine you doing this. Please say you dont do this. Say its not real. This cant be real. I know I'm guilty as you are. Guilty of things I regret. I always said i would never forget. Just tear it apart. Just tear me apart. In the deepest corners of my mind, Its dark. Its so fucking dark. Break my legs to stop me walking. [.After you.] There is no more me. Break my arms to stop me reaching out. Tear out my eyes to stop me searching. Oh, this is wrong. I'm really feeling it now. Just tell me everything I dont want to know. I dont know half of it. I dont know half of you. So break my buildings down. Tear this whole fucking city down.