Drama. School. Snow Day. The Used.
yesterday was quite the ending to my vacation. it started with be being content. Then some of this happened
A5pAIntBaLL119: grr
A5pAIntBaLL119 returned at 6:54:59 PM.
Geek x3 Love: yes?
A5pAIntBaLL119: michelle
Geek x3 Love: what about michelle?
A5pAIntBaLL119: she dont like me no more
Geek x3 Love: any more.
Geek x3 Love: and why?
A5pAIntBaLL119: "its hurting you"
Geek x3 Love: did you "give her a call"?
A5pAIntBaLL119: yes
Geek x3 Love: WAit. hurting me? or you?
A5pAIntBaLL119: you
Geek x3 Love: :-\
Geek x3 Love: ill talk to her. im fucking sorry.
Geek x3 Love: wow.
A5pAIntBaLL119: do u care?
Geek x3 Love: if?
A5pAIntBaLL119: we went out
Geek x3 Love: i'd get over it
A5pAIntBaLL119: ohh
Geek x3 Love: i feel bad now.
A5pAIntBaLL119: godd i like her soo fin much
Geek x3 Love: i know
Geek x3 Love: im sorry.
A5pAIntBaLL119: yes
A5pAIntBaLL119 is away at 7:15:07 PM.
A5pAIntBaLL119 returned at 7:26:13 PM.
Geek x3 Love: please don't hate me.
A5pAIntBaLL119: i dont i am just sad...very
Geek x3 Love: i know you are. but i am too. i feel so fucking bad. i tried changing her mind. i really did...
Geek x3 Love: ...
Then I talked to Michelle about it:
Geek x3 Love: dude.
Auto response from lxKissMyDucky7xl: Working on my math project...Probably doing more homework after. I have a desk in my room now so it doesn't hurt my back and neck to lean over it on my bed :-P.
Definitely listening to Howie Day too. The only thing that seems to cheer me up now-a-days.
Call if you please to :-)
I'm sorry to all three of you-
Justin
Ryan
Erica
... All for different reasons. But I'm sorry for hurting you.
Ryan if you want to know why I'm sorry to you give me a call......
Geek x3 Love: come back.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: hey
lxKissMyDucky7xl returned at 7:00:15 PM.
Geek x3 Love: A5pAIntBaLL119: grr
A5pAIntBaLL119 returned at 6:54:59 PM.
Geek x3 Love: yes?
A5pAIntBaLL119: michelle
Geek x3 Love: what about michelle?
A5pAIntBaLL119: she dont like me no more
Geek x3 Love: any more.
Geek x3 Love: and why?
A5pAIntBaLL119: "its hurting you"
Geek x3 Love: did you "give her a call"?
A5pAIntBaLL119: yes
Geek x3 Love: WAit. hurting me? or you?
A5pAIntBaLL119: you
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Geek x3 Love: A5pAIntBaLL119: grr
A5pAIntBaLL119 returned at 6:54:59 PM.
Geek x3 Love: yes?
A5pAIntBaLL119: michelle
Geek x3 Love: what about michelle?
A5pAIntBaLL119: she dont like me no more
Geek x3 Love: any more.
Geek x3 Love: and why?
Geek x3 Love: A5pAIntBaLL119: "its hurting you"
Geek x3 Love: did you "give her a call"?
A5pAIntBaLL119: yes
Geek x3 Love: WAit. hurting me? or you?
A5pAIntBaLL119: you
Geek x3 Love: :-\
lxKissMyDucky7xl: i do like ryan but this is just going to cause more problems than i want
Geek x3 Love: i appreciate you taking my feelings into consideration. but you two like eachother, i know he likes you a lot. i'll get over it.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: it's not only you though
lxKissMyDucky7xl: i mean i still love justin and this is pissing him off because it's so obvious justin still likes me. he called me like an hour ago and whatnot
Auto response from Geek x3 Love: what the fuck is wrong with me?
:-\:-\
lxKissMyDucky7xl: NOTHING is wrong with you
Geek x3 Love: well jesus. you think YOU'RE hurting everyone with this? what kind of selfish bitch am I?
lxKissMyDucky7xl: you aren't selfish
lxKissMyDucky7xl: this has more to do with justin than you anyway
Geek x3 Love: l;aksdj;lkhg;d
lxKissMyDucky7xl: don't worryabout it
Geek x3 Love: how can I not worry about it?
lxKissMyDucky7xl: because it's not your fault and if i were you i'd have been way more upset about the situation i put you in :-\
lxKissMyDucky7xl: that's MY fault
lxKissMyDucky7xl: not yours
Geek x3 Love: im sorry darling. but this time it is my fault. he doesn't like me. he never did, but still i had to be a fucking selfish bitch and made it so you two couldn't be together although you clearly liked eachother.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: no no no no no. this has mostly to do with me and justin. dont worry about it. it seriously is not your fault AT ALL
Geek x3 Love: Geek x3 Love: and why?
Geek x3 Love: A5pAIntBaLL119: "its hurting you"
lxKissMyDucky7xl: well he's wrong
Geek x3 Love: well thats what you told him.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: no
lxKissMyDucky7xl: that was ONE reason i gave him
Geek x3 Love: well im sorry but this is making me feel like shit.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: NOOO! don't blame yourself AT ALLLLLLLL
Geek x3 Love: well he's obviously holding a grudge or something about it... ughfdadafkljag;k
lxKissMyDucky7xl: grrr
Geek x3 Love: you're telling me
lxKissMyDucky7xl: o and about you not being able to go to the maineiacs game, i was going to go too but no ride. they were sold out before anyway i found out. saved us a trip i guess
Geek x3 Love: hm.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yeah
lxKissMyDucky7xl: only way you would have gotten in is if you previously bought tickets
lxKissMyDucky7xl: probably because they didnt have a game friday and it's getting near the end of the season
Geek x3 Love: maybe
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yeaaah
lxKissMyDucky7xl: i cannot find my chapstick >:o. my lips hurt >:o>:o>:o>:o>:o
lxKissMyDucky7xl: it's SUPPOSED to be in my purse but is it? noooooo
Geek x3 Love: .
Geek x3 Love: that sucks
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yes. i guess i'll have to get another. o well
Geek x3 Love: hm.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: well i found my howie day cd and that makes everything great
lxKissMyDucky7xl: it was on the chair in my room. should have been the 1st place i looked because that's where it always is. i'm so smart :-). instead i tore the place apart looking in the most random places it could be. sit down to do my homework and i found it. that's my luck :-).
lxKissMyDucky7xl: heh obviously not much
Geek x3 Love: heh
lxKissMyDucky7xl: atleast i have it i guess'
Geek x3 Love: well thats good
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yeah. i'll give it to you 3rd period. i want it for 2nd because i have art.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: well actually i'd give it to you for 7th... same ideqqa.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: idea*
Geek x3 Love: haha ok
Geek x3 Love: he's pissed.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: he needs to get over it i guess... but yeah i don't blame him
Geek x3 Love: i don't either.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: this is all driving me nuts
Geek x3 Love: dude. this is driving you nuts? this is drving me compleatly insane.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: but why??? this isn't YOUR fault.
Geek x3 Love: i feel like it is.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: but it's not. this mostly has to do with justin
lxKissMyDucky7xl: i'm going to hrut ryan and i know it and i don't want to...
Geek x3 Love: yeah.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: even though i pretty much am by doing this.. but i think it'd be worse if i was oging out with him.. and if justin asked me back out, i know that i'd most likely say yes to justin and break up with ryan. i don't want to do that. that's not fair to him at all.
Geek x3 Love: right.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yeah
Geek x3 Love: but do you think justin will ask you back out?
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yes
Geek x3 Love: when?
lxKissMyDucky7xl: well im supposed to ask him out this time i guess. i'm going to give it atleast a month...
Geek x3 Love: why so long?
lxKissMyDucky7xl: because we'd both give a LOT of shit from everyone
And then I felt like shit x a million and decided to be a butt-head and cried. again.
and then i got a little of this:
Geek x3 Love: and the end.
XBamMargerasGodx: i vote michelle tells ryan that it isnt your fault.
XBamMargerasGodx: i vote ryan stops blaming you.
XBamMargerasGodx: i vote ryan gets the fuck over himself.
and then
Geek x3 Love: im a bitch.
A5pAIntBaLL119: no
Geek x3 Love: except yes.
A5pAIntBaLL119: but no
Geek x3 Love: well i deffinately feel like onw.
Geek x3 Love: *one.
A5pAIntBaLL119: well your not
Geek x3 Love: ...
A5pAIntBaLL119: idn
Geek x3 Love: :-\
Geek x3 Love: ok
Geek x3 Love: well i have to go.
Geek x3 Love: talk to you later.
Geek x3 Love: bye bye.
Geek x3 Love: and im sorry.
A5pAIntBaLL119: okay ttyl
A5pAIntBaLL119: itys fine
A5pAIntBaLL119: bye bye
and decided it was time for bed.
except i couldn't sleep.
because i couldn't stop crying.
which was stupid.
the end.
then school was today.
and gretchen was right.
it was pretty much a ho.
i couldn't eat, i couldn't listen.
i hope it snows tonight.
the end. really.
A5pAIntBaLL119: grr
A5pAIntBaLL119 returned at 6:54:59 PM.
Geek x3 Love: yes?
A5pAIntBaLL119: michelle
Geek x3 Love: what about michelle?
A5pAIntBaLL119: she dont like me no more
Geek x3 Love: any more.
Geek x3 Love: and why?
A5pAIntBaLL119: "its hurting you"
Geek x3 Love: did you "give her a call"?
A5pAIntBaLL119: yes
Geek x3 Love: WAit. hurting me? or you?
A5pAIntBaLL119: you
Geek x3 Love: :-\
Geek x3 Love: ill talk to her. im fucking sorry.
Geek x3 Love: wow.
A5pAIntBaLL119: do u care?
Geek x3 Love: if?
A5pAIntBaLL119: we went out
Geek x3 Love: i'd get over it
A5pAIntBaLL119: ohh
Geek x3 Love: i feel bad now.
A5pAIntBaLL119: godd i like her soo fin much
Geek x3 Love: i know
Geek x3 Love: im sorry.
A5pAIntBaLL119: yes
A5pAIntBaLL119 is away at 7:15:07 PM.
A5pAIntBaLL119 returned at 7:26:13 PM.
Geek x3 Love: please don't hate me.
A5pAIntBaLL119: i dont i am just sad...very
Geek x3 Love: i know you are. but i am too. i feel so fucking bad. i tried changing her mind. i really did...
Geek x3 Love: ...
Then I talked to Michelle about it:
Geek x3 Love: dude.
Auto response from lxKissMyDucky7xl: Working on my math project...Probably doing more homework after. I have a desk in my room now so it doesn't hurt my back and neck to lean over it on my bed :-P.
Definitely listening to Howie Day too. The only thing that seems to cheer me up now-a-days.
Call if you please to :-)
I'm sorry to all three of you-
Justin
Ryan
Erica
... All for different reasons. But I'm sorry for hurting you.
Ryan if you want to know why I'm sorry to you give me a call......
Geek x3 Love: come back.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: hey
lxKissMyDucky7xl returned at 7:00:15 PM.
Geek x3 Love: A5pAIntBaLL119: grr
A5pAIntBaLL119 returned at 6:54:59 PM.
Geek x3 Love: yes?
A5pAIntBaLL119: michelle
Geek x3 Love: what about michelle?
A5pAIntBaLL119: she dont like me no more
Geek x3 Love: any more.
Geek x3 Love: and why?
A5pAIntBaLL119: "its hurting you"
Geek x3 Love: did you "give her a call"?
A5pAIntBaLL119: yes
Geek x3 Love: WAit. hurting me? or you?
A5pAIntBaLL119: you
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Geek x3 Love: A5pAIntBaLL119: grr
A5pAIntBaLL119 returned at 6:54:59 PM.
Geek x3 Love: yes?
A5pAIntBaLL119: michelle
Geek x3 Love: what about michelle?
A5pAIntBaLL119: she dont like me no more
Geek x3 Love: any more.
Geek x3 Love: and why?
Geek x3 Love: A5pAIntBaLL119: "its hurting you"
Geek x3 Love: did you "give her a call"?
A5pAIntBaLL119: yes
Geek x3 Love: WAit. hurting me? or you?
A5pAIntBaLL119: you
Geek x3 Love: :-\
lxKissMyDucky7xl: i do like ryan but this is just going to cause more problems than i want
Geek x3 Love: i appreciate you taking my feelings into consideration. but you two like eachother, i know he likes you a lot. i'll get over it.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: it's not only you though
lxKissMyDucky7xl: i mean i still love justin and this is pissing him off because it's so obvious justin still likes me. he called me like an hour ago and whatnot
Auto response from Geek x3 Love: what the fuck is wrong with me?
:-\:-\
lxKissMyDucky7xl: NOTHING is wrong with you
Geek x3 Love: well jesus. you think YOU'RE hurting everyone with this? what kind of selfish bitch am I?
lxKissMyDucky7xl: you aren't selfish
lxKissMyDucky7xl: this has more to do with justin than you anyway
Geek x3 Love: l;aksdj;lkhg;d
lxKissMyDucky7xl: don't worryabout it
Geek x3 Love: how can I not worry about it?
lxKissMyDucky7xl: because it's not your fault and if i were you i'd have been way more upset about the situation i put you in :-\
lxKissMyDucky7xl: that's MY fault
lxKissMyDucky7xl: not yours
Geek x3 Love: im sorry darling. but this time it is my fault. he doesn't like me. he never did, but still i had to be a fucking selfish bitch and made it so you two couldn't be together although you clearly liked eachother.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: no no no no no. this has mostly to do with me and justin. dont worry about it. it seriously is not your fault AT ALL
Geek x3 Love: Geek x3 Love: and why?
Geek x3 Love: A5pAIntBaLL119: "its hurting you"
lxKissMyDucky7xl: well he's wrong
Geek x3 Love: well thats what you told him.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: no
lxKissMyDucky7xl: that was ONE reason i gave him
Geek x3 Love: well im sorry but this is making me feel like shit.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: NOOO! don't blame yourself AT ALLLLLLLL
Geek x3 Love: well he's obviously holding a grudge or something about it... ughfdadafkljag;k
lxKissMyDucky7xl: grrr
Geek x3 Love: you're telling me
lxKissMyDucky7xl: o and about you not being able to go to the maineiacs game, i was going to go too but no ride. they were sold out before anyway i found out. saved us a trip i guess
Geek x3 Love: hm.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yeah
lxKissMyDucky7xl: only way you would have gotten in is if you previously bought tickets
lxKissMyDucky7xl: probably because they didnt have a game friday and it's getting near the end of the season
Geek x3 Love: maybe
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yeaaah
lxKissMyDucky7xl: i cannot find my chapstick >:o. my lips hurt >:o>:o>:o>:o>:o
lxKissMyDucky7xl: it's SUPPOSED to be in my purse but is it? noooooo
Geek x3 Love: .
Geek x3 Love: that sucks
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yes. i guess i'll have to get another. o well
Geek x3 Love: hm.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: well i found my howie day cd and that makes everything great
lxKissMyDucky7xl: it was on the chair in my room. should have been the 1st place i looked because that's where it always is. i'm so smart :-). instead i tore the place apart looking in the most random places it could be. sit down to do my homework and i found it. that's my luck :-).
lxKissMyDucky7xl: heh obviously not much
Geek x3 Love: heh
lxKissMyDucky7xl: atleast i have it i guess'
Geek x3 Love: well thats good
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yeah. i'll give it to you 3rd period. i want it for 2nd because i have art.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: well actually i'd give it to you for 7th... same ideqqa.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: idea*
Geek x3 Love: haha ok
Geek x3 Love: he's pissed.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: he needs to get over it i guess... but yeah i don't blame him
Geek x3 Love: i don't either.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: this is all driving me nuts
Geek x3 Love: dude. this is driving you nuts? this is drving me compleatly insane.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: but why??? this isn't YOUR fault.
Geek x3 Love: i feel like it is.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: but it's not. this mostly has to do with justin
lxKissMyDucky7xl: i'm going to hrut ryan and i know it and i don't want to...
Geek x3 Love: yeah.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: even though i pretty much am by doing this.. but i think it'd be worse if i was oging out with him.. and if justin asked me back out, i know that i'd most likely say yes to justin and break up with ryan. i don't want to do that. that's not fair to him at all.
Geek x3 Love: right.
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yeah
Geek x3 Love: but do you think justin will ask you back out?
lxKissMyDucky7xl: yes
Geek x3 Love: when?
lxKissMyDucky7xl: well im supposed to ask him out this time i guess. i'm going to give it atleast a month...
Geek x3 Love: why so long?
lxKissMyDucky7xl: because we'd both give a LOT of shit from everyone
And then I felt like shit x a million and decided to be a butt-head and cried. again.
and then i got a little of this:
Geek x3 Love: and the end.
XBamMargerasGodx: i vote michelle tells ryan that it isnt your fault.
XBamMargerasGodx: i vote ryan stops blaming you.
XBamMargerasGodx: i vote ryan gets the fuck over himself.
and then
Geek x3 Love: im a bitch.
A5pAIntBaLL119: no
Geek x3 Love: except yes.
A5pAIntBaLL119: but no
Geek x3 Love: well i deffinately feel like onw.
Geek x3 Love: *one.
A5pAIntBaLL119: well your not
Geek x3 Love: ...
A5pAIntBaLL119: idn
Geek x3 Love: :-\
Geek x3 Love: ok
Geek x3 Love: well i have to go.
Geek x3 Love: talk to you later.
Geek x3 Love: bye bye.
Geek x3 Love: and im sorry.
A5pAIntBaLL119: okay ttyl
A5pAIntBaLL119: itys fine
A5pAIntBaLL119: bye bye
and decided it was time for bed.
except i couldn't sleep.
because i couldn't stop crying.
which was stupid.
the end.
then school was today.
and gretchen was right.
it was pretty much a ho.
i couldn't eat, i couldn't listen.
i hope it snows tonight.
the end. really.