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movies tonight = fun x a million. lauren+amanda+kevin+ronald. amanda was being.. well amanda and it was hilarious, she ran to the front of the theater and slapped herself on the ground, so i went and jumped on her, she screamed "GET DOWN ERICA ...GET DOWN THE NAZIS ARE COMING! THE DAMN NAZIS ARE COMING!" lol. then the movie started... we went to see "cursed" it wasnt scary. it was funny and cheesy. i got re-united with mr. robert patchell. haven't talked to that kid since.. well this summer once but before that since like..6th grade. silly kid. he's all "gangstered" out now. ha. ate some animal crackers. while amanda and ronny were trying to make out i got in their face and said "holla holla holla holla holla holla" haha. ronny called me a butthead. haven't heard that one in a while. he nicknamed me "evil erica" for it. silly kid. some black guy came up to me after the movie while we were in the lobby and was "spitting" for us. [rapping in some ghetto weird slang] he was like " yo my name is tyrone... i needa go home" i was like "wow". he had this weird internet thing thing. i was like "whats that" and hes like "oh im connected to the internet.. see that shit. im talking to this chick.. im trying to get laid" we were all trying so hard not to laugh. he went to the bathroom and ronnys like "theres one thing you never do *imitates him typing on his weird phone thing* yeah im trying to get laid". the boy never came out of the bathroom. we were like "what's taking him so long" ronnys like "*makes jacking off motion* he's probably getting laid" lol. that man was so weird. then i came home and talked to lauren for a bit.. holy unluckyness lauren... i feel so bad still. at least he didn't see.. thank god that would suck x a million. ha. then michelle and ryan were arguing and of course i somehow got involved. shes all like mad now or whatever and he feels like shit because she doesnt like him or something. drama drama drama. gotta love it...cough. i have guster stuck in my head. i ate a burrito. i drank some water. and it's 12:00 and I have no clue why I'm still online. i have a feeling i wont be able to sleep tonight. i feel like crying and i don't know why. tonight was pretty good. so why do i still feel like this?
i don't like this feeling at all. i would like it to go away now please and thank you. it's weird. i feel.. guilty. is this a normal feeling considering the curcumstances?
ugh.
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