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I am so goddamn sick of this whole trying to get sara to change thing.
my turn to state my opinion:
Sara-
you tell us that we mean the world to you, you tell us you love us, you tell us we're your best friends and you would never want to loose us. im sorry but these words really mean nothing to me anymore unless you can prove that what you say is true. how many times does it take for us to tell you what we're telling you before you actually do something about it? and i dont just mean for five minutes, i mean actually DO something about it. im not saying end things with shane, im just saying it would be nice if you could just make an effort to talk to your friends...you know, your REAL friends.. the ones that will always be there for you. it would be great if you could for 5 seconds take our feelings into consideration. it would be nice, but by the way things are going it looks like this isnt going to be happening soon. you take the problem we have with you, and you blame it on us. and that's just bull shit.
and saying that you only see shane at school.. im sorry but we know better than that. if you only see shane at school then how do you explain why 50% of the time you can't hang out with us is because you're with shane? you can't. you see him ALL THE TIME. it's US you only see in school. not that you would notice that or anything though,because by the way you act around us, when you actually ARE around us, it seems like you could care less about what we have to say and how we feel. i guess this entry may be pointless. it can either fix things or make things worse...it's really up to you. because im done with arguing with you, im done with feeling ignored from you and im done with being pissed because of it. if you want to fix things sara, be my guest. we're not looking for any bull shit apologies. i'm not looking for an apology at all, ive heard to many. i just want things to change, I want to be able to say that you are one of my best friends and mean it. i want to know that you are here for me, and will be here for me when i need you to be. i need you to start acting like a friend.
my turn to state my opinion:
Sara-
you tell us that we mean the world to you, you tell us you love us, you tell us we're your best friends and you would never want to loose us. im sorry but these words really mean nothing to me anymore unless you can prove that what you say is true. how many times does it take for us to tell you what we're telling you before you actually do something about it? and i dont just mean for five minutes, i mean actually DO something about it. im not saying end things with shane, im just saying it would be nice if you could just make an effort to talk to your friends...you know, your REAL friends.. the ones that will always be there for you. it would be great if you could for 5 seconds take our feelings into consideration. it would be nice, but by the way things are going it looks like this isnt going to be happening soon. you take the problem we have with you, and you blame it on us. and that's just bull shit.
and saying that you only see shane at school.. im sorry but we know better than that. if you only see shane at school then how do you explain why 50% of the time you can't hang out with us is because you're with shane? you can't. you see him ALL THE TIME. it's US you only see in school. not that you would notice that or anything though,because by the way you act around us, when you actually ARE around us, it seems like you could care less about what we have to say and how we feel. i guess this entry may be pointless. it can either fix things or make things worse...it's really up to you. because im done with arguing with you, im done with feeling ignored from you and im done with being pissed because of it. if you want to fix things sara, be my guest. we're not looking for any bull shit apologies. i'm not looking for an apology at all, ive heard to many. i just want things to change, I want to be able to say that you are one of my best friends and mean it. i want to know that you are here for me, and will be here for me when i need you to be. i need you to start acting like a friend.