i am a hostage to my own humanity

Jul 27, 2005 08:31

so like.. its 8:31 am.. and i havent been to sleep..
so heres what my night went like

around.. 10.. tony left so did travis and aj..so me becca and kristin went to beccas house..anddd.. planned on sneeking out... so by like....1.. we went to the tent.. and smoked up.. because we found her moms weed.. and shit.. and i called my sean.. and i talked to him before he left. thankgod.<3.. and shit
and like.. then i hung-up with him.. and took caffeeine pills to stay up all night.. but we didnt end up sneeking out.. well we did.. we just didnt go to tavis's like we were suppose to.. so like.. becca fell asleep.. so we went and got her sister.. and snorted some caffeine pills.. and got the bikes out.. and got out of the house.. and attempted to ride to tonys.. and wake him up.. but he didnt wake up.. so we went rididing around in the links.. and then.. we went home.. and smoked up more.. and then.. we watched movies.. and went and took pictures of becca sleeping.. but then.. it became .. 6 am.. so like..alicia went and got the car * beccas sister * and we went to wendys.. and it wasnt open.. after loading her baby in the car and all that shit... so she took me and kristin to my house.. and this moment.. im missing kelli
and at this moment.. kristin is passout on my couch.. i might have to wake her up.. if chris wants us to come over.. wich will be when he gets out of the shower.. oh yes.. i failed to mention.. i woke him up at .. 6:00 in the morning. :) and he wasnt mad. =D and hes like.. no babe.. im not mad.. ive been asleep for 12 hours.. i need to get up. so shit.. ive already done my makeup. and covered up kristin.. and now im just bored.. and i smoked a cigarette.. but my stomach is all upset and shit.. i feel strug out.. like i did coke.. but i didnt
i miss sean.
and andy
and kelli
and megan
and dani
so like.. idk whats going on this weekend.. i have to go to travis's party saturday.. since his parents are out of town.
wtf. at joey asking me if im doing coke agian

sXeTHIRSTY: you doing coke again?
GunRounds: no

that shit is gay

so im going to sit here.. and listen to simple plan.. like im doing.

i miss you all..

EVEN MY SAMMM



and abbi
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