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[sometimesidotha]

life

i drempt that life was beautiful
aways so compleat
the depth of wonderment
never for me

cinderella tempted me
saying life was grand
but life isnt like that
she was living a sham

maybe the tides will turn in the endless sea
bring forth the emptyness
and caring it back from me
black and cold turn to blue and light
im not alone
we are all filled with light

many people wonder why im always me
bubbly silly and obviously free

im not, thats not me
if you knew me you know
i hate you and your friends
i think you would know , my hart is black and set in stone
im not free im just me

lately i've been rewinding
to the way it used to be
you and me together
for all eternity

but thats not me
ive changed its only them i love
it will never be you
because my hart is dead black, set in stone
im not free im just me
i love you alone

so depressing right??????