Sep 17, 2005 00:30
Dear boy,
I do not know who you are, or where or when we will meet, but i do hope its soon. I pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me for me, and not hope for someone who is thinner and prettier. I hope you won`t compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles. I hope that you will make me laugh, take care of me when i get sick, and be trustworthy. I hope you will remember that i prefer daisies over roses, and that my favorite color changes with my mood. Please know that my eyes aren`t blue, they`re brown. Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first, but please don`t be afraid to kiss me. I won`t slap you, or push you away. I`m sure your kisses will be perfect. When we go on a date, please don`t stress about where to take me; what`s important is that i`ll be with you. If i cry, please know that it isn`t because of you, just hold me close and i`ll heal quickly. And if it is because of you, i`ll heal just the same. And if we decide to break up, please understand that i may be bitter, but i`d like to be your friend if you`ll let me. I promise to remember that you have feelings to..even though you`ll never admit it, and when you are ready, we`ll have a friendship. Please tell me if anything i do bothers you, or is something just doesn`t sit right. I would like you to always be honest with me. If i have a bad day, i hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles. I hope you dont think i`m asking to much of you. I hope you understand that i`m a little bit nervous and very scared. I wish i could tell you how or when we will meet, and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a new game of cards..and [sigh].. i`ve never been good at cards. But i will try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting to much from you. Thank you for listening; this is all that i ask.
x0 Love always,
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