shit
.....rant time......
i just had a great weekend away from EVERYTHING and yet still a weekend of relaxation can be ruined from 5 hours of work so far. my eye hurts still i hate wearing glasses, i dont feel like myself at all. im just fucking tired of the stress.......work......personal shit that shouldnt be going on........and just the pressure from being known as the guy to go to. im just frustrated with just about everything. I just want everything to be put on pause so i can scream. And the personal shit is stuff i shouldnt be thinking about but i just cant get it out of head....i cant stop worrying about it. And the more i try to stop the more it eats at me........dont mind me im just in a dark place right now.....
i just had a great weekend away from EVERYTHING and yet still a weekend of relaxation can be ruined from 5 hours of work so far. my eye hurts still i hate wearing glasses, i dont feel like myself at all. im just fucking tired of the stress.......work......personal shit that shouldnt be going on........and just the pressure from being known as the guy to go to. im just frustrated with just about everything. I just want everything to be put on pause so i can scream. And the personal shit is stuff i shouldnt be thinking about but i just cant get it out of head....i cant stop worrying about it. And the more i try to stop the more it eats at me........dont mind me im just in a dark place right now.....