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[sometimenever1]

ugh the past 2 months havent gone as expected......my car is slowly dying i think. still have to get a repair this week. Online classes kicked my ass, im smart but im lazy about my classes which irritates me. Band is recording the EP now, i go in tomorrow to lay down my guitar tracks. Its already not as good as i had hoped but oh well, the others wanted to record now instead of waiting and getting the songs down better. Put it this way, when we started recording we were one song short that we wrote, had no lyrics to 2 songs and were unsure of whether we were going to keep tommy or not so i suggested we wait until next year but no everybodys fucking impatient so now ill be wasting money on a half ass EP it will still be good thanks to me and ben but not like it should be......and this is the releases that we will be judged on......i dont have a good feeling. Couldve gone to For Hope and Revenge but i stayed for Ben.
On another note, emotional battles are getting harder, im tired of it. I dont want to deal with them.......i just want everything to be ok again......soon.
well back to work