NEW LIFE GOALS
first of all.. i really need to stop being such a pain in the ass. i get sooo emotional over things really easily and then i jump down people's throats and basically am just a pain in the ass to talk to, and rant and rant and rant for like ever (except instead of doing it on my livejournal where people can ignore it, i do it over AIM so it's like... dude you suck.) and basically just piss people off in conversation a lot. and sometimes i'm not even so emotional about it, it's just i'm way too intense and it gets people angry and then they get upset that they're angry and basically hate talking to me. so that's a major huge issue. kind of so big that it's hard to describe the fullness of it, actually, but i think you get the jist of it, without me going on a whole OTHER rant, right?
and secondly... i really need to work on being more trustworthy. 'cause i'm not, and i don't know what to do to change that, but i REALLY REALLY want to. the end.
oh yeah, and today my mom got pissed off when a) i used her cell phone to use the calculator for like THREE seconds and b) i asked her why she was taking a nap (she wasn't actually sleeping don't worry) if she had had such a great sleep last night (she was commenting earlier about how awesome of a sleep she had gotten last night.) she actually said 'piss off'. i swear, she's like going through menopause at like thirty-seven. this sucks >.
and secondly... i really need to work on being more trustworthy. 'cause i'm not, and i don't know what to do to change that, but i REALLY REALLY want to. the end.
oh yeah, and today my mom got pissed off when a) i used her cell phone to use the calculator for like THREE seconds and b) i asked her why she was taking a nap (she wasn't actually sleeping don't worry) if she had had such a great sleep last night (she was commenting earlier about how awesome of a sleep she had gotten last night.) she actually said 'piss off'. i swear, she's like going through menopause at like thirty-seven. this sucks >.