It's all the good stuff
I don't know why I am not in bed. I really want to be but it's habit to stay up so late. That cannot be good. I have to do my government notecard, but I don't know where to start. I guess I could do that tomorrow, but that would be procrastination..so unlike me. Riiight. I didn't even belive that one. Im KINDA Sick right now, I sound like a man, but i feel fine. Except for my body ache right now. Ahhh... I feel horrible, I have been happy for like a good time now..and I feel like I am being selfish almost. I look at what is going on in other peoples lives, my friends lives, my own family even. Hardly any of them are truly happy, or content or even satisfied. I wish I could just be like "look, this all you need to do..." but I can't. I feel as if I can't join them as much just cause things are totally different in my life than it is in theirs. Sometimes It's not the same telling them what funny thing just happened to me cause they won't even really pay attention. I don't blame them, High School is a B*****!There are more importnat things to worry about.
I guess I things aren't always easy for me, they never have been. I just got somethings to lessen the blow of it. :)
Maybe I got lucky for my Senior year. Whatever it was, thanks. That still doesn't change the fact that others aren't having the best of times. It seems like 998758943 are stuck in a rut. I guess all I can say is that we should just make each day a little better, eventually things will catch up. Wounds will heal and you guys will laugh at my lame stories!
Ok bye.Kisses.Janice.
P.S. Bobby came over tonight (example of something that lessens the blow ;)) I helped him with his spanish so that he could hopefully play b-ball soon. Then we just hung out and decided that we are going to start a "Melting pot account"...yeah thats right. We are going there the 21st (6 months..wo!) I can't wait. I've wanted to go there since day 1.
I guess I things aren't always easy for me, they never have been. I just got somethings to lessen the blow of it. :)
Maybe I got lucky for my Senior year. Whatever it was, thanks. That still doesn't change the fact that others aren't having the best of times. It seems like 998758943 are stuck in a rut. I guess all I can say is that we should just make each day a little better, eventually things will catch up. Wounds will heal and you guys will laugh at my lame stories!
Ok bye.Kisses.Janice.
P.S. Bobby came over tonight (example of something that lessens the blow ;)) I helped him with his spanish so that he could hopefully play b-ball soon. Then we just hung out and decided that we are going to start a "Melting pot account"...yeah thats right. We are going there the 21st (6 months..wo!) I can't wait. I've wanted to go there since day 1.