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hmm my eyes are getting watery
feel like they want to cry
maybe they should
these days are getting hotter and im bored too often
damion went to this boot camp for a week..i miss him alot
im goin to write a poem for him tonight cus yeah and yeah so yeah...
i cant have a bf right now too much to think about, school, moving, friends are starting to seem distant, my dads moving to texas, my brothers sick, my mom wants another dog, i guess im getting off the point but i dont want a relationship right now im so sensitive and so afraid of regection. i cant even handle my friends messing around with me. i dont tell them anything because i now rely on my note pad, wether it be poetry or art my notpad is growing full and i need another one.
things should get better after i move and start getting used to ppl at school.. i used to get made fun of alot til eight grade and now i feel at the bottom again and i dont believe i have any confidance left from past regections.
sink my self into my music and write
then ill be okay for the rest of the night
feel like they want to cry
maybe they should
these days are getting hotter and im bored too often
damion went to this boot camp for a week..i miss him alot
im goin to write a poem for him tonight cus yeah and yeah so yeah...
i cant have a bf right now too much to think about, school, moving, friends are starting to seem distant, my dads moving to texas, my brothers sick, my mom wants another dog, i guess im getting off the point but i dont want a relationship right now im so sensitive and so afraid of regection. i cant even handle my friends messing around with me. i dont tell them anything because i now rely on my note pad, wether it be poetry or art my notpad is growing full and i need another one.
things should get better after i move and start getting used to ppl at school.. i used to get made fun of alot til eight grade and now i feel at the bottom again and i dont believe i have any confidance left from past regections.
sink my self into my music and write
then ill be okay for the rest of the night