i am lost among the hinterland, caught among the bracken and the fern and the boys who have no name

[somethingvague7]

one for everyone
two for you
three for me
four for wanting nothing more
five for being abstract AND alive
abstract -(a)thought of apart from concrete realities,
specific objects, or actual instances
(b)something that concentrates in itself the essential
qualities of anything more extensive or more general,
or of several things; essence
six for chicks with dicks
seven for missing you every fucking day (yes, you)
eight for talking all through the night (staying up late)
nine because i know i loved you (love you)
ten for eyes that overflow with love, truth, and beauty

i've been looking through old pictures all night
i found about a hundred that i wanted to put up
full of love all the people i miss
but this one says it all
about all that swirls and surrounds us
right now, i'm spinning
eventually, i'll spin so fast that i disappear
this picture says nothing and everything
if i ever get to meet my maker
all i will have to say is this:
what the fuck man (or woman)?