and this is all that I can say right now.
I'm an emotional person. More so now than before. I don't understand you. I miss you, or maybe I miss the way things used to be. But I know things can never be the same.... or I highly doubt it.
"Wasn't it you I gave my heart to? I wish you'de remember where you set it down....."
Im weak. In every way. I often find myself laying down... where ever I am. Car, class, street, bed, floor, mannys stomach, the plethera of bean bags in Dudleys office....
DUDLEY. I dont know what I would do without dance. Well, besides the fact that my knees wouldn't be so fucked up. I could be having the worst day in the world and then I go and teach dance... it's my escape. Show is comong up... December 7th? I believe.
I hate precal. I've been too busy trying to catch up with all the work I missed last week that I havent had time to learn the stuff we are learning this week and now... i'm lost. Imagine that. I have to take 2 tests and a quiz, and I have no idea what they are even over. DAMN.
I had to pay for my stupid speeding ticket today. I hate cops.
Sometimes I sit in my car listening to Akon and start to wonder who I am.
Anyways, I am tired. Goodnight.