all I see are dark grey clouds

[somethingused]

this is the moment that you know
that you told her that you loved her but you don't.
you touch her skin and then you think
that she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
as we moved together in the dark
and all the friends that i was telling
and all the playful misspellings
and every bite i

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[ceecily]

that isn't what happened.

you don't know my side of the story because you won't talk to me.

and obviously i don't know your side.....

stop feeling sorry for yourself and give me a chance.

[ceecily]

well then i was right all along. you wouldn't.

[somethingused]

which part were you right about again? I didnt care? Think what you want. I dont feel sorry for people who make stupid decisions and lie.

[somethingused]

Its not my fault that shit happened cecily... stop trying to blame other people for it. That is going to get you no where. So leave me alone, start your new life at st eds and maybe grow up a little bit.

[ceecily]

i NEVER blamed this on you.......never! you're manifesting this to be more than it is because you won't hear me out. you don't know what happened to me, you don't know my side of the story, you don't know what i'm going through right now. you don't know any of this...stop making it up.

i only wanted your support, and maybe give you some aswell.

[somethingused]

I dont know what happened to you? I was fucking there... the whole time. I was at the hospital all morning but you didnt want to see me. Your atleast allowed to leave your house. Im not making shit up. I never said its not fair that im going through this... its not fair that im being blamed for the shit you did. Cuz i made you go to the party and I made you do the shit you did...right? I dont know if you know this but your parents yelled at me cuz I wasnt with you the ENTIRE night. You dont know anything that I have been going through and I dont think its even close to what your going through. So once again... leave me alone. I dont need support cecily, especially from you.

[somethingused]

by the way... do you even know what happened to you? I was the only one there who took care of you.

CA

[anonymous]

yall really just need to calm the fuck down and resolve this without yelling at eachother, and atleast hearing both sides. no matter how much you think you fucking know, there is always more to it.

Re: CA

[ceecily]

agreed.

[somethingused]

I cant believe you.