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I cannot even begin to describe the anger that I have been feeling this past like four weeks. And the thing of it is like it has nothing to do with my shit.
Yes the breakup thing sucks, yes getting pressured by people to go out on dates with them is irritating, yes I hate my job but that is not even what I am pissed off about.
I am so overwhelming angry with my friends dad. He had an affair after twenty years of marriage and just like ruined his whole family. And it is sooo fucking sad and it just makes me so mad. And I know that sentenced rhymed but that is beside the point. I mean I know I try to make sense of things that people will probably never understand, I dont philosophecally pose a question and leave it at that. If I have a question I want an answer and if you are causing a problem you better damn well have a good reason, especially if you are hurting another person. So answer us this: WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?!? How can someone just abandon their family, and continually hurt them for months on end and at the end of it all still think they did nothing wrong? How can you hurt someone and not feel their pain? Is it because you a heartless selfish bastard? Well if thats the only answer I get then yes.
It has been so hard to grow up in an age where words like "divorce", "affair" and "cheating lying home-wrecking whore" are part of dinner table conversation. You want to give up on finding a happy ending. What is the point? Should we change our vows "Til death do us part, or until I find somone better than you."
I dont know maybe we never find "the one." I mean you cant prove that they are the only one person out there for you. But the way I see it is if someone makes you happy then you should stick by them. Because finding comfort in other people seems to be a challange these days. And if you are unhappy atleast have the decency to end your marriage and then go looking for that person that can bring whatever is missing into your life.
People really do suck sometimes.
Yes the breakup thing sucks, yes getting pressured by people to go out on dates with them is irritating, yes I hate my job but that is not even what I am pissed off about.
I am so overwhelming angry with my friends dad. He had an affair after twenty years of marriage and just like ruined his whole family. And it is sooo fucking sad and it just makes me so mad. And I know that sentenced rhymed but that is beside the point. I mean I know I try to make sense of things that people will probably never understand, I dont philosophecally pose a question and leave it at that. If I have a question I want an answer and if you are causing a problem you better damn well have a good reason, especially if you are hurting another person. So answer us this: WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?!? How can someone just abandon their family, and continually hurt them for months on end and at the end of it all still think they did nothing wrong? How can you hurt someone and not feel their pain? Is it because you a heartless selfish bastard? Well if thats the only answer I get then yes.
It has been so hard to grow up in an age where words like "divorce", "affair" and "cheating lying home-wrecking whore" are part of dinner table conversation. You want to give up on finding a happy ending. What is the point? Should we change our vows "Til death do us part, or until I find somone better than you."
I dont know maybe we never find "the one." I mean you cant prove that they are the only one person out there for you. But the way I see it is if someone makes you happy then you should stick by them. Because finding comfort in other people seems to be a challange these days. And if you are unhappy atleast have the decency to end your marriage and then go looking for that person that can bring whatever is missing into your life.
People really do suck sometimes.