The Affairs Of Dogs
Suddenly I find myself questioning a lot. Asking "What am I *doing*?" I am not sure if I am getting ready to get real strong, or if my ego is feeling slighted, insecure and about to get angry and rash. I am definitely feeling insecure as hell. But at the same time, letting go and feeling better some things.
I am tired of trying to win, impress, secure lasting validation that changes like the weather anyway.
Suddenly I feel really stupid down here on my knees.
I am not going to beg you or chase you. Try to make you stay. Try to make you like me. Try to make anything from nothing.
I am tired of competing.
And I will let my ego speak, tired of losing.
I am a Leo. A lion. Not a dog.
So why concern myself with the affairs of dogs?
I am tired of trying to win, impress, secure lasting validation that changes like the weather anyway.
Suddenly I feel really stupid down here on my knees.
I am not going to beg you or chase you. Try to make you stay. Try to make you like me. Try to make anything from nothing.
I am tired of competing.
And I will let my ego speak, tired of losing.
I am a Leo. A lion. Not a dog.
So why concern myself with the affairs of dogs?