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a midlife crisis.
we all heard of them.
happens to middle age males who goes out and buy new porsche.
because they realize that they are halfway done with life.
and haven't ever really lived.
sometimes i think that
i am going trough my own midlife crisis
at only the age of twenty-six.
i feel like i haven't accomplish enough if anything at all
in all aspects of my life.
career
friends
family
love
health
i don't excel in any of these things.
i feel my career tires me out
and my friends and family are too far away
my love doesn't care for me
and i need to lose weight.
i have this urge inside of me now
to do more with what i have
so i won't one day suddenly face death
and realize that i am full of regrets
instead of accolades.
we all heard of them.
happens to middle age males who goes out and buy new porsche.
because they realize that they are halfway done with life.
and haven't ever really lived.
sometimes i think that
i am going trough my own midlife crisis
at only the age of twenty-six.
i feel like i haven't accomplish enough if anything at all
in all aspects of my life.
career
friends
family
love
health
i don't excel in any of these things.
i feel my career tires me out
and my friends and family are too far away
my love doesn't care for me
and i need to lose weight.
i have this urge inside of me now
to do more with what i have
so i won't one day suddenly face death
and realize that i am full of regrets
instead of accolades.