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So I was browsing through some pictures I had on my computer and I realized whenever I look at a picture of myself it feels like I am looking at someone else.
It is starting to trip me out.
I have no idea why I am writing about it here.
I don't know what to say.
I'm tired, so very tired. I have also realized that I'm working myself into the ground. I'm self destructing but I feel okay about it as long as it has a purpose, making money to accomplish greater goals. My body is broken. My spirit is broken. I am broken. I hope it will all be worth it.
I have $17 surplus to pay towards my student loans. So sometime after the 20'th I will be taking a day trip to Seattle to pay off my DIT loan and get all my diplomas and certifications. As big as an achievement that is for me it still seems so small in the grand scheme of life.
I need to stop being emo, ready break.
It is starting to trip me out.
I have no idea why I am writing about it here.
I don't know what to say.
I'm tired, so very tired. I have also realized that I'm working myself into the ground. I'm self destructing but I feel okay about it as long as it has a purpose, making money to accomplish greater goals. My body is broken. My spirit is broken. I am broken. I hope it will all be worth it.
I have $17 surplus to pay towards my student loans. So sometime after the 20'th I will be taking a day trip to Seattle to pay off my DIT loan and get all my diplomas and certifications. As big as an achievement that is for me it still seems so small in the grand scheme of life.
I need to stop being emo, ready break.