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ALL FRESHMEN: Vote -- STEFANIE HURTADO SOPHMOR S.G.A. HISTORIAN!!=)
WOW! Today was soo LLLOOOONNNNNGGGGGG!! It was also fun and exciting! Well yeaterday Lauren came over and she told me that I should spend more time doing what I used too.. Make-up n hair wise. So today I actually did that. I didnt spent too much time but i actuall did something w/ my hair =)
Today was just awesome seeing that I got EVERY thing that i needed to do, done & I wrote a few poems. So thats exciting. It seems to be that when ever I wake up i feel a sertian way and thats just what comes out. Its a perfict time of day (every day) for me to write ... So this is what I came up w/ this morning =) I hope you like it... COMMENT And tell me what you think --
I swear I still do:
You love her so much.
Shes everything to you.
All of the things between you were so real.
When you held her,
There was something there.
Something telling you,
This was how things were ment to be.
You herd things.
Rumors.
Things ther were true,
But people denied them.
They had nothign to do w/ you or her,
But you needed to know,
And she knew the truth.
So you asked her.
Thinking that she would tell you the truth.
she only told you what you wanted to hear.
The very same thing that everyone else had been talling you all along.
Later the subject came up again.
She hates lying,
But she hates the thought of losing you even more.
Lying was the only thing that pist you off,
And she knew it.
But she contunied with them.
Each lie added on to hide another.
You finally left her.
She pushed you to the limit.
Shes gone for good.
You know she doesn't think about you,
Not the way you do her.
Looking across the room,
Shes sitting there.
So sweet and delicate.
Never knowing that shes always on your mind.
The way she looked at you,
Telling you how much you ment to her everyday.
Things were so great,
And its all gone.
Shes gone.
For good.
You see her in the hall-way.
She seems so down.
But why?
She did this to her self.
She handed you a folded paper,
Without taking the time to look up at you.
You fumble it in you hand on the way to class.
While deciding if you are going to read it or not.
Still.
With-out motion.
The folded peace of paper sit on top of your desk.
You slowly open it.
Out of the whole sheet of paper there is only 11 words written on it.
So simple and stright forword.
Tears.
They're comming fast,
And showing no sign of stopping.
You dont know what to do.
You love her and need her so much.
But she lied to you!
" I said I love you and I swear I still do "
April 12th, 2005
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