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I love Kat so much, I wonder though is it too much, is it keeping me from making the right decision? Because I love her so much and don't want to loose her do I end up hurting her more. Maybe its me looking for the excuse to explain and give a reason to why we shouldn't be together when the real obvious reason is that life sucks and sometimes people just go their seperate ways, maybe I think in some way that this would be easier if there was some black and white reason other than our life plans were destined to tear us apart. The thought of loosing Kat hurts more than most anything has or could, but the though of hurting her and getting in the way of her happyness hurts more, i guess i got a lot to think on right now in what really is the best thing to do