Why does everything have to be so sad?
Well lets see...I started off my day NOT wanting to go to school as usual so I woke up at 6:40 A.M. which is late since I live 30 minutes away from my school, but the plus is that it starts at 8!!! Thank god. But anyways I went straight into the councelors office to get registered into independent studies but that didn't work because they shut it off since the Riverside area is GAY!! ask anyone. But I've been really sad and knowing that I again couldn't do something that I wanted made me even more sad but I started crying and was for like 35 minutes. Another thing that mad me really sad is that I was gonna quit softball, I just can't take it on top of all the stuff that's already shitty in my life. All the girls are SO mean to me. I don't understand Iam SOOO nice I let them borrow things use stuff of mine and other stuff that I can't think of other stuff but they sit there and talk shit about me make fun of me and will say stuff when I'm right there, I don't know it's just very hard! I went to go tell Coach Jones and he was asking me a whole bunch of questions like is it at home or the team and I said both becuase it is, and the home thing didn't bother me but when I started talking about the team and how they say shit and stuff and I just started crying, I dunno It's really hard for me to talk to my coaches and stuff and I'm sure anyone who plays sports or has a coach knows exactly what I'm talking about. But I'm not gonna finish becuase I don't want to and "I do what I want".