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Everything Im about to say has been said before. Everything is in repition because words can only go so far. He is my world. I finally got what I needed in life and Ive been waiting for my special someone to walk in and steal my heart and all this time it was you. It's funny how the word hello brings so much happines. Or being at the right place at the right time. Sometimes I am amazed that I even found you..My soulmate, my happines. Everyone is always waiting for something. I can say that today and the rest of my life I stepped out of that line because I have everything I need. Maybe you didn't realize it at first but you need me just as bad. We have gone through the roughest days, hours, minutes, seconds, of my life. We needed to fall together. We shattered like glass and now we will mend the broken pieces with our own two hands...Of course it's not easy..We will get cut..But every piece counts in the end because it forms something beautiful and its called love. Maybe she served a purpose to us. It was just a test. We passed. Having her only made us realize that we needed each other more and made us 10xs stronger. Maybe I should say thank you? I won't let her steal him from me ever again. This time I have a tight grasp and Im never letting go. Ive never wanted something so bad in my life and now that I have him Im so happy that I think I could smile until I die. I still remember the feeling I got in my cheast when he said he needed me..At that moment I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and put my hand on my heart. He gives me undescribable feelings that makes me feel happy, excited, beautiful, special, nervous, scared, wow I could go on. Im going to marry this boy. Andrew I love you with all that I have.

Never leave my side.



Im drowning in this feeling
& I don't think ever want to come up

I'll drive by these same streets
and picture myself in the setting
of one of those movie scenes..
Im only driving to find my way to him.
And when we meet we will hold each other
so close I can feel his heart racing
in rhythm on each others warm embrace
Brush your soft finger tips along my lips
and lean into that magnetic stare.
Kiss me like you mean it boy.
Hold me like its the last time.