what have i become?
people from work have been saying that im not myself anymore. im not the happy cheer everyones day up guy i once was. ive become so frustrated with work it has transformed my whole being. one of the managers said to me tonite what will bring the old matt back? well what would it take? do i need to take time off? do i need to move on? do they need to change whats going wrong? do i just need to suck it up and take it as it is and let them burn for their ignorance? ive become so jaded at work. i no longer care. my attitude has suffered i still get the job done but i dont enjoy it anymoer. i just dont know what to do.