regret
have u ever made a decision with no regrets then much later u start having regret? i have that feeling now. i made a decision a while ago with no regret in my mind knowing it was right decision, then the other nite i couldnt go to sleep cuz all i could think bout was if i was wrong and if id be happier had i chose the opposite road. i try to think bout it and prove that the decision i madde was right but in the very back of my mind theres a lil part of me that says "are you sure?". I dont know i think itll work out in the end.
in other news work has been exhausting lately. ive been doing my job and when the new manager is there im doing his job. which is getting ridiculous im getting fed up. well im sure if he keeps it up he wont have a job so either he gets better or someone takes his job. haha.
I also talked to Natalie the other day. It was really great talking to her, I do wish things went differently and we didnt have a huge gap but i guess everything happens for a reason. having that little fight thing that went on i think was a lesson, it helped me realize you need to look at the big picture, had I looked at the big picture back then things prolly wouldnt have gone so badly. You need to take a look from the outside and try to see things from everyones perspective and also life is too short for bullshit. i might be confusing anyone reading this but it makes sense to me. all i can say is im really glad i talked to natalie the other day.
Oh in about 21 minutes....my little brother turns 16. so in oh now its 20 minutes....in 20 minutes HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKE!!!!
school this week: law test tomorow nite, personal values paper due tues., accounting presentation wednesday ....yaaaaaaaa school.
in other news work has been exhausting lately. ive been doing my job and when the new manager is there im doing his job. which is getting ridiculous im getting fed up. well im sure if he keeps it up he wont have a job so either he gets better or someone takes his job. haha.
I also talked to Natalie the other day. It was really great talking to her, I do wish things went differently and we didnt have a huge gap but i guess everything happens for a reason. having that little fight thing that went on i think was a lesson, it helped me realize you need to look at the big picture, had I looked at the big picture back then things prolly wouldnt have gone so badly. You need to take a look from the outside and try to see things from everyones perspective and also life is too short for bullshit. i might be confusing anyone reading this but it makes sense to me. all i can say is im really glad i talked to natalie the other day.
Oh in about 21 minutes....my little brother turns 16. so in oh now its 20 minutes....in 20 minutes HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKE!!!!
school this week: law test tomorow nite, personal values paper due tues., accounting presentation wednesday ....yaaaaaaaa school.