Mar 09, 2005 15:19
The funeral was sad. I cried like a baby. Forrest's grand-dad spoke. He brought out a lot of good things. I hope everybody was listening and paying attention to the things he said. It blessed me, and some of the things made me think a lot about my own life.
Today I realized that I can't go back to the past. No-matter how much I try I just cant.
I remember...
-The night Forrest,Allen,Bradley,Jamie, and Chris Colvin came over to Kims house where Jess and I were out and we all hung out.
-That very same night Chris kissed me on the head, and I felt so happy.
-When Allen and Forrest were trying to get ALL the attention because they liked being the center of attention.
-The day Allen told Jess that Chris wanted to go out with me.
-When Chris asked me out.
-The very first time he kissed me.
-The night we were all over at Chris' house and Forrest said, "Could ya get alittle closer to her." While he was all bundle'd up with Morgan.
-The nights I spent over there just being in his arms.
-The time I met his family and they were so funny.
Theres so many more memories that I love so much. Thats only a few. I think I love Chris but I know things will never be the same. Its time for me to let go of the past and look forward to the future. It's gunna be hard but I know I can do it. This is Good-Bye.