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im so troubled right now..
ahhhh
what does it take, for a person to be so angry with themselves or with their situation that they would find satisfaction or release in hitting a child? i just left my room. while i was in there i was convulsing and whiling with sadness. what pure evil must be with in a person who does that. That they will look at a little innocent defenseless pure baby and think... "I need to beat that up!? yeah thats what i want to do because of how i feel right now"... it sickens me to no end.. my heart is so heavy right now. ahhhh. i have this frown on my face that i cant get rid of really. i mean i know i could if i tried. but it is just there naturally right now.. God i wish i could take all of those precious angels in, to care for them.. God if i could i would in a heart beat... jeezzzz..
Well i know what im gonna pray for every day.. I know that when i pray things happen. so i guess thats how i can take in those little angels.. God bless them.. please.
ahhhh
what does it take, for a person to be so angry with themselves or with their situation that they would find satisfaction or release in hitting a child? i just left my room. while i was in there i was convulsing and whiling with sadness. what pure evil must be with in a person who does that. That they will look at a little innocent defenseless pure baby and think... "I need to beat that up!? yeah thats what i want to do because of how i feel right now"... it sickens me to no end.. my heart is so heavy right now. ahhhh. i have this frown on my face that i cant get rid of really. i mean i know i could if i tried. but it is just there naturally right now.. God i wish i could take all of those precious angels in, to care for them.. God if i could i would in a heart beat... jeezzzz..
Well i know what im gonna pray for every day.. I know that when i pray things happen. so i guess thats how i can take in those little angels.. God bless them.. please.