Jan 03, 2008 03:11
I am in a car (but not driving) on my phone. I need to get out how I feel immediately or I will not be able to keep myself together. My husband is going back to Basic Training for the Army. He is sitting here dressed in hid uniform, looking so handsome that I could just kiss him!
I have so many mixed feelings right now. I feel excited for our lives to be moving foward together but I am soooo sad to be loosing him for more months. I am extremely proud of him for being brave but I have known him so long that I can feel his nerves and they make me anxious. I wish I could go with him (minus the Army and Basic Training for me). I feel.... like I am going to cry...