my rant for the day
Man, I’m kind of depressed. Listening to one my art instructors yesterday really struck home how much I really don’t want to be an artist anymore. I just don’t have the ambition or ego for it. Maybe I’m being too altruistic but it just seems like you have to completely whore yourself out to get anywhere in the art world. You can’t care about your friends, your family or anything else besides your career and whether or not your spending every living moment you have just trying to stay ahead of every other sorry fucker that’s in the same predicament. I just don’t care that much. Maybe I should just keep art as a hobby. That way I can explore my true aspirations of constructing and sending mail bombs from the comfort of my own home.