Apr 08, 2005 01:40
Very stressed, and for once, it has nothing to do with schoolwork.
I feel so helpless, and it's tearing me up inside.
"What can I do?" I feel so bad. I feel like a spectator. I feel like the guilty one. I feel like it's all my fault.
I do feel frustrated now. I don't know what to do. You don't know what to do. What IS there to do? *sniffs*
My heart. Is heavy.
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
...I feel... So helpless.
And Damn me for feeling selfish.