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im not sure what state of mind im in at all. im not sure whaT i wanna do. i get ideas in my head and i think about them and than i don't do them. i sit here and i write. i don't understanding why im thinkong some of the shit i thinking right now at all. i feel like i should be changing who i am because i did something wrong or because i didnt' do something. yea thats my ehad right now it hurts.