Mar 22, 2006 22:25
alaska is kick ass. i love this place. we got really high yesterday. all day, me and saw smoked 2 bongs at his house. than went to franks and smoked a bong and than went to kelly and taylors and smoked more. than went to sam's again later and smoked mad more. sarah smoked too. i totally miss that stoner fuck! it was great getting high, beating the shit outta each other and ordering a pizza afterwards. passed out totally fucked. lol. great shit dude.
her and barbra are cute together. i can't handle it sometimes tho. i get jelous and want my own. i miss the first month or so of flirting constanly, i miss the 1st few kissed and new things. i miss all that sappy shit you get with someone new. god damn it.
being up here makes me think so much, especially getting high as much as i am. i want to change everything about me, i want to lose weight, quit smoking, do better in skool, get my lincense and be a better big sister, i want to have like 4 jobs and always be going. i want to leave come august and go everywhere i want to go. i want to work at random jobs and meet as many random cool people i can. i want a new adventure everyday.
" you make me come, you make compeletly, make me compeletly miserable."
"got to find a reason, reason things went wrong"