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i know i've said this a thousand times, but im sick being alone. i feel like im never going to have another relationship with anyone. i hate how it seems like everyone has thier someone except me. even if they're not here or with them, everyone still has thier someone. i hate seeing people on tv or in the movies who are "in love" or just with someone and wanting it but not being able to find it. i lay in my bed on a daily basis, doing my homework, watching a movie or just laying here sleeping. one of these days i wanna lay in my bed with someone else, i want to fall asleep and wake up next to someone. i hate wanting this, i hate feeling this. i hate everything about love there is to hate.