023 + I think you can do much better than me, after all the lies that I made you believe...
I thought the afterlife wasn't supposed to be like this.
Why does it have to be like this?
Why?
Why?!
What the hell did he do? What did he do wrong? I don't understand. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.
Why is this even bothering me so much? It's not like he's done anything super-nice for me. I can't even pronounce his name.
Why is this hitting me so hard?!
Why does life have to be like this? Why do people have to die? Why do lives have to drop into oblivion like drops of crystals?
If we're dead, why can't we stay the way we are? Why do things have to change? We never come back the same.
Why can't we just be the way we always were? Why can't everything just stay, just remain? I don't want to grow. I don't want to draw another breath if it brings me closer to my last.
I shouldn't have traded in my body... It was a stupid thing to do. I was perfect, and I became weak. I had created perfection. It's like trading a diamond for a crumbled tin can. I can't stand being like this... this is weakness. This caring - it is weakness.
I want... I want everyone together. I want to bring them all together. That's all I wanted to do - just bring people together. Bring the people I loved, together.
I hate being weak.
I hate being here.
What did he do that I didn't?
[/end wangst]
[ooc: So like. Don't ask me how he knew. In the manga, he's good at getting information. So he probably has his widdle ears pricked to everything going on. Probably he saw Schu and Lulu around. Why he didn't do something is beyond me.
OH. THIS IS HACKABLE TO LULU JUST BECAUSE. SASORI = NEEDS MAMA?! Ionoreally.]
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For the record, the clock tower is now pink. Enjoy.
Kuro... Kuro, I want to do something. Soon. I'll even go in that godforsaken house come over if I have to.