life as of now
Its already been a long week it seems..
anniversary of my aunts death, and on the same day i learnt that a friend of the family unexpectedly past away, :( her memorial is wednesday...
my grandpa had surgery so i went and saw him in the ICU, i dont do well in the ICU...the last time i was in an ICU was with my ex when my Great Grandma died. sad times. but my grandpa is doing good. he is home now.
I've been working so much, we are lacking employees and still cant seem to find a reliant one.
I think in sept. im going to fly to new york and visit my brother, he wants me too, and i want to too. i miss him.
School starts again soon, i am excited, cuz im a nerd..lol...i cant wait...secretly i like school...i love being challanged...i love challanging others, and staying focused...my problem is getting caught up in other ppl's lives, or getting down on my own...but i've been doing good keeping focus...blowing shit off.
I cant wait to start painting again, i think i am going to take that life drawing class... and i meet with a CCA rep in sept! yay.
soon i think i am moving to concord with daniel...exciting :p
anniversary of my aunts death, and on the same day i learnt that a friend of the family unexpectedly past away, :( her memorial is wednesday...
my grandpa had surgery so i went and saw him in the ICU, i dont do well in the ICU...the last time i was in an ICU was with my ex when my Great Grandma died. sad times. but my grandpa is doing good. he is home now.
I've been working so much, we are lacking employees and still cant seem to find a reliant one.
I think in sept. im going to fly to new york and visit my brother, he wants me too, and i want to too. i miss him.
School starts again soon, i am excited, cuz im a nerd..lol...i cant wait...secretly i like school...i love being challanged...i love challanging others, and staying focused...my problem is getting caught up in other ppl's lives, or getting down on my own...but i've been doing good keeping focus...blowing shit off.
I cant wait to start painting again, i think i am going to take that life drawing class... and i meet with a CCA rep in sept! yay.
soon i think i am moving to concord with daniel...exciting :p