Dec 31, 2004 17:59
A long December, and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leavin'
Now the days go by so fast
And it's one more day up in the canyon
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I can be forgiven....I wish you would
The smell of hospitals in winter
And the feeling that its all a lot of oysters, but no pearls
All at once you look across a crowded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl
And it's one more day up in the canyon
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think you might come to California...I think you should
Drove up to Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m.
And talked a little while about the year
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower,
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her
And its been a long December, and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass
And it's one more day up in the canyon
And it's one more night in Hollywood
It's been so long since I've seen the ocean..I guess I should.
I don't like when my friends ditch me for guys.
But, It always seems to happen.
Whatever.
My mom wouldn't let me go to Taras because frankly, she's a bitch.
Especially lately.
She takes everything out on me even when it's not my fault.
2004, I really don't think I'll miss you all that much.
Thank you for introducing me to some amazing people, and some amazing music.
I've had some of the best kisses and gone to some of the best shows within you, 2004.
But, you've done lots of damage and made me cry more than just a few times.
I can only pray 2005 will be less stressful and more calm.
But, it's doubtful.
I'll make an attempt to be optimistic, but really the new year is not going to make anyone really change.
Including me.
So things probably won't be any different, minus when I have to head my papers.
Have a safe New Year's eve guys.
Don't do anything too stupid, I'd be horribly sad if anything happened to any of you.
Thanks for 2004, I love you all.