Mar 04, 2010 01:08
Where to begin...
June -
The last time I posted was around the time I met Rae, my soon to be girlfriend and the person that would eventually show me what a girlfriend should never be, I've lost a good amount of my friends because of her and her insecurities.
Whats that? you dont know what I'm talking about? ok, let me explain...
When your cheating on someone, your always wondering if they know, OR if they're doing it too you...you become suspicious, and will try to shut out anyone who could remotely mate with them.
Case in point, Rae removed almost all the girls out of my life...what can I say, shes one smart cookie...she could treat me like shit, cheat on me a bunch, lie to me non-stop...and I wouldn't have anyone to go to.
February -
Well, lets just say I had enough...I listened to my gut feeling more than her because frankly, every word that came out of her mouth was complete bullshit. One of her flings moved back into town...she refused to tell him off (redflag) and I knew that eventually, she would just do what she does best and fuck him.
Nahhhhhhh, fuck that, I left her...I wasn't gonna let it happen to me again.
March -
I'm looking at apartments in Tampa, yea I know...what took me so long right? Its about time I got the fuck out of here and this crap county, maybe I'll find the person I'm looking for there? god willing we'll see, I'll keep ya guys posted.
Till next time,
-Pat