"kisses and hugs everyday"
My weekend was a blast..courtney,sami, summer, pat, dave, and mike.yall are awesome.i<3 you guys.
today, woke up..toke a shower thinking anthony and matthew were going to come over, but naturally they didnt..nor did they call
soo..then i got dressed, and my mom took me to the orthadontist,and then we went to walmart, wow was the traffic heavy.it was weird..becuase the people that live in titusville dont really think to much of the shuttle, its just another thing.but people drive or fly hundreds of miles just to see it, i really think its odd
then, i went to the Y, saw Alex and Chris=)
now im home and basically doing nothing but cleaning and sitting here
thinking about how my life isnt going to well right now, im sure you guys dont want to hear it, but who cares..its my journal.
i feel like im losing all of my friends, the only person that i actually want to pay attention to me or notice me is not around. It doesnt matter, cause i've realized that I dont care. I've met so many guys lately, and to me its not worth waiting for someone that isn't going to come around.
im definitely drifting away from my best friend.She says one thing, and another person says something way different.Im not going to confront her, i dont feel like its my duty to.
And another good friend and I are competing. Yea thats what we are doing.
Neither of us want to admit it, but when we talk we act as if nothing is going on. But I know in each others heads we are both thinking the same thing.
if you dont like what my journal says, then please dont read it
1 week until my brain is completly wiped clean, and all i think about is having the time of my life.
today, woke up..toke a shower thinking anthony and matthew were going to come over, but naturally they didnt..nor did they call
soo..then i got dressed, and my mom took me to the orthadontist,and then we went to walmart, wow was the traffic heavy.it was weird..becuase the people that live in titusville dont really think to much of the shuttle, its just another thing.but people drive or fly hundreds of miles just to see it, i really think its odd
then, i went to the Y, saw Alex and Chris=)
now im home and basically doing nothing but cleaning and sitting here
thinking about how my life isnt going to well right now, im sure you guys dont want to hear it, but who cares..its my journal.
i feel like im losing all of my friends, the only person that i actually want to pay attention to me or notice me is not around. It doesnt matter, cause i've realized that I dont care. I've met so many guys lately, and to me its not worth waiting for someone that isn't going to come around.
im definitely drifting away from my best friend.She says one thing, and another person says something way different.Im not going to confront her, i dont feel like its my duty to.
And another good friend and I are competing. Yea thats what we are doing.
Neither of us want to admit it, but when we talk we act as if nothing is going on. But I know in each others heads we are both thinking the same thing.
if you dont like what my journal says, then please dont read it
1 week until my brain is completly wiped clean, and all i think about is having the time of my life.