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Don't let them know you're desperate, man. You got this.
I'm back to hoping every buzz from my phone is for me. But I'm still ignoring everyone trying to reach out to me. And still complaining that no one cares about me.
And I know people care. And I know I'm being a jerk. But I've still got this feeling. I don't know what my deal is. I'm no closer to figuring myself out. I don't know what I like, what I want.
This is awful. I turn to drinking and regret.
I'm waiting for someone to up and come save me. I don't like the work. But I don't really know who I should save.
I'm back to hoping every buzz from my phone is for me. But I'm still ignoring everyone trying to reach out to me. And still complaining that no one cares about me.
And I know people care. And I know I'm being a jerk. But I've still got this feeling. I don't know what my deal is. I'm no closer to figuring myself out. I don't know what I like, what I want.
This is awful. I turn to drinking and regret.
I'm waiting for someone to up and come save me. I don't like the work. But I don't really know who I should save.