on a mission

Sep 29, 2005 20:35

i am on a mission. i am on a mission to make everything the best it can possibly be. starting with making myself happy which has been going very very well. i am going to become me again not lonely i have no friends kim becuase i have lots of friends just a bunch of seperate groups of friends.

i want things to go back to normal.. things how they were before i left everyone to be with zach ( i am sorry about that to everyone i left) i don't regret doing it becuase i made sooooooooooooooo many great great friends who i wish i saw more and i love zachary soooooo much and just want to be with him but i do feel terrible for what i did. it was wrong of me and i should have made time for everyone and i do regret that. not making time for all my frineds. but there is nothing i can do now about that. i just have to make right now good becuase i am not going through my senior year a bum.

so as much as i miss my new friends and just want them to be home.. ican't sit around saying how much i miss them when they aren't sitting around missing me like crazy.

i miss my old friends i do.. but the thing is i miss my old friends as a GROUP not seperate little sections. so here is my mission. i am on a mission to get things back to normal.

still hope everyone is having a great SAFE time at college
i am seeing zach and john in 9 days
i am seeing k.bakes in like 12 days
i am seeing k.ces in like 15 days
my brithday is in 18 days
and my mission will work (hopefully) very soon

sooooo many things to look foward to... :) peace and love to everyone.i'm out xo
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