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Jun 04, 2004 17:46

ug..my stomach feels wierd..im kinda in a bad mood now. I really miss jason, he gets his car back tommorow..yea i hope he gets his car back tommorow. I just dont know anymore. We get along so well..and i miss him so much. I feel so demanding but this is the truest relationship ive ever been in and not seeing him is really hurting me. I need to just stay strong and get over it

ok other crap that i found out today..well it turns out gus was going out with clair at the same time with meredith..which i have been friends with clair for a long time so gus got busted. I told crysta thinking that he did the right thing and broke up with her..no he didnt and then he told clair she was a snobby bitch and all this shit and seriously shes the nicest person ever..ive never known her to be snobby or mean. She just wants a relationship and for a guy to tell her all this shit pisses me off, and he called me a liar..now..I know this doesnt have to do with me..but im still pretty pissed about it..but I had nothing to do with him getting caught..yes i may of told crysta that i met gus on the internet and shit but he really should have broken up with clair first. SO its his fault..i just kinda feel guilty cause i let him trust me and i told a friend. Even though he wasnt a good person i just feel guilty about it..but oh well..im stupid and ill get over it.Look i rambled a whole paragraph about somebody elses relationship..lol

ok..its thundering really really bad and lighting..im all alone till midnight tonight..great..if the power goes out im going to be scared. Im afraid of the dark, i think of bad things when its really dark, like aliens..ug..i get spooked out by aliens. As stupid as that sounds but eh..i just dont like it..i have a hot pocket thats waiting for me to eat it..so im going to go eat and whatch return of the king again..awsome movie..ok bye bye
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