Jul 09, 2005 19:18
I absolutely hate the way things are right now. It seems like there used to be people I could talk to if I had any problems but it just feels like every one is gone. I don't know what it is but lately things just feel so bleh. I hate to say it but I need school to start. I need a schedule to put myself into. I am getting fatter, lazier, ruder, and impatient. I sleep all the time...it feels like I have nothing to wake up for anymore. I've been going to basketball practice and I guess that's okay but I still feel so empty I guess is the word.
Fuck the way that things used to be.
I'm living in a world that isn't real.
P.S.-Summer reading is a bitch.