must fight off dissatisfaction and total depression
Well my week of pure ecstasy is over and now reality is hitting harder than ever. I am just so dissatisfied with everyone and everything and most of all myself. I feel so hopeless that it is almost useless to fight off depression anymore. I want out of this city, out of this state, out of this life...and there is no end to any of it in sight.
And the opposite sex, as much as I love them, are a bunch of fucking idiots and are just as confused with what the hell they want as the rest of us. The only exception living 3000 miles away, and I'm sure in time he would prove to be just the same. Good lord how did our entire generation get so fucked up and pathetic?
And all you jerks who are already in relationships: STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! I DO NOT NEED TO GET ENTANGLED IN YOUR BULLSHIT! And to all you awesome, amazing, sexually frustrated friends I have: I love you, but the key word is friend. And to the Chuck: I hate to break it to you but you ARE a jerk, just like the rest of them. In fact, you are even more of a jerk for pretending your not so Stop fucking fooling yourself. Good Lord. You are all a bunch of exhausing mother fuckers. That being said I know that I am just as fucked up as the rest of you, which is probably why we get along so well, but don't worry I am under no dilusions as to my own incomprehensible state. SCREEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM! Ah. I really just needed to get that off my chest. And one more thing: Fuck random insignificant details that affect everything in our lives. Isn't it amazing how tiny little things can change the course of everything. I know I'm amazed...and a little disgruntled.
And the opposite sex, as much as I love them, are a bunch of fucking idiots and are just as confused with what the hell they want as the rest of us. The only exception living 3000 miles away, and I'm sure in time he would prove to be just the same. Good lord how did our entire generation get so fucked up and pathetic?
And all you jerks who are already in relationships: STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! I DO NOT NEED TO GET ENTANGLED IN YOUR BULLSHIT! And to all you awesome, amazing, sexually frustrated friends I have: I love you, but the key word is friend. And to the Chuck: I hate to break it to you but you ARE a jerk, just like the rest of them. In fact, you are even more of a jerk for pretending your not so Stop fucking fooling yourself. Good Lord. You are all a bunch of exhausing mother fuckers. That being said I know that I am just as fucked up as the rest of you, which is probably why we get along so well, but don't worry I am under no dilusions as to my own incomprehensible state. SCREEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM! Ah. I really just needed to get that off my chest. And one more thing: Fuck random insignificant details that affect everything in our lives. Isn't it amazing how tiny little things can change the course of everything. I know I'm amazed...and a little disgruntled.